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|Friday, January 19th, 2007|
|random thoughts at 2 am
Distorria and I played a show the other day at the Legion of Doom. Twas a good time. I dig the Legion. I went there yesterday and hung out with jimmy and then came back later and watched most of the japanther show, which was also cool. Cool dude for sure....
I want to do the whole punk house thing myself at some point in time. I think Distorria and I both need to be in close proximity with other people in order to really grow. Maybe when we move to Seattle we'll be able to find a cool house or something.....
Feeling kind of bummed out for no real reason, the lethargy of life is getting to me I guess.
I released a short mp3 album on Noise-Joy
. It's called "Kurt Killed Courtney". I have a new dark ambient release coming out soon too on Enough Records. I'll link to it when It's done.
I'm starting my first day of training at Kroger's tomorrow. I'm actually looking forward to it, it's kind of pathetic...
That's all for now.
|Monday, January 15th, 2007|
|Belated 2006 retrospective
I've been thinking about what experiences and events I valued the most about last year, and here's the list, in totally random order:
1. Moving to Columbus
2. Visiting Victoria/ playing the NOISE! Fest
3. Actually being able to land a normal job
4. Quitting said job
5. Releasing the recordings out on Roil Noise and Noise-Joy
6. Getting jumped (it made me understand myself a bit more)
7. Almost getting jumped/robbed with Distorria (made me understand more about myself in relation to her)
8. Going to Trauma 2006
9. Meeting Alyssa Sturgil
10. Meeting/ jamming with David Thorne
11. Another year with Distorria, which is an event in and of itself, considering how psychotic we both are.
12. Cutting my longass hair after 4 years and immediately regretting it.
13. Finally finishing and releasing Time is a Bastard!
14. Being able to sell some of my art on Ebay
13. Meeting the nudist guy (confirmed notions in my head)
14. Auditioning for the strip club (made me realize a bit about myself)
There's a bit more, but those were the main highlights I could think of, sadly. I'm hoping I'll focre myself to do more this year. So far it's starting off better.
|Sunday, December 17th, 2006|
|Updates for the few that give a fuck...
Here's what's went down since I last posted:
I did NOT get hired at the strip club, though I did audition. While auditioning, I got caught in my pants and managed to lose my watch and cell phone.
I got a job at Wal-Mart, working third shift stocking shelves.
I quit the said Wal-Mart job a few weeks ago, because it sucked. Two months was more than I honestly thought I could do though, so I don't feel too bad about it.
I RELEASED MY FUCKING BOOK
! It's been out a month or so now, and two people have bought a copy, and it's gotten over 125 downloads!
Distorria and I were almost jumped by a group of thug assholes right in front of our house.
We attended the 2006 Trauma fest and I hot to hump a cute goth girl in a Aeon Flux costume and watch some light bondage scenes.
I've been writing like a motherfucker, churning out poems like a squirrel shits crack. Just the other night I wrote over 50 poems in one longass cafienne-induced throbbing gristle-inspired sitting. This new book will be WAY longer than the first one.
I've been selling paintings on ebay, and some folks have actually bought some! I've made like $40 bucks so far.
I've been giving plasma to a local plasma clinic for extra money.
I've been pimping out skullvomit.com and actually updating my poetry journal on there.
Distorria and I decided to move to Seattle next summer when our lease here expires.
Oh, and I bought a return of the living dead shirt.
That's about it.
|Thursday, September 14th, 2006|
|I'm auditioning to be a male stripper
Yes, I am. Tonight I called The Full Monty, a local male strip club, and I'm going to audition tomorrow night. I'm probably way too ugly, but I need a damn job, and it sounds fun.
Other stuff has happened but I don't feel like typing it out, so here's a short summary of recent events: my shitty pc laptop isnt working well, I finished my poetry book (just need to get the cover done), I've been applying to various jobs, and I just shaved off a large portion of body hair.
I'll let you know how the audition goes. Current Mood: tired
|Monday, August 28th, 2006|
Went to the cleaning job today. Worked for two hours or so, then got sent home early cause they didn't need me anymore. I got caught in the rain, soaked the fuck out of myself. I managed to get a bus most of the way back, though I was 100% drenched by then.
On the goodside, I might be able to get some work with them on Wednesday. I hate the lack of stablity that freelance work entails. I'm going to start trying to get a steady job within the next few days. I just sent out some emails to some possible employers.
Other than that, I've been editing my new poetry collection, which I decided to call time is a bastard. I'm going to releice it on LULU, for right now at least. IT'll be out probably some time next month, as I'm a lazy cunt.
I totally need to do some stuff for odium and some reviews for industrial.org. I'll try to do that.
|Saturday, August 26th, 2006|
|"Eat my zombie Pussy!"
I got the job I talked about in my last post. I'll be starting on Monday if everything goes right.
Alyssa fucking Sturgill has been staying at our house the fast few days, which is pretty spiffy. We've all spent the last few days bullshitting and watching movies.
Speaking of movies, there is a video store down the street from us that fucking rules. They have all sorts of cult, horror and exploitation flicks. I just renter Sick Girl from them, and Re-Penitrator, both of which I'd wanted to see forever. Sick Girl ruled, but RP was kind of disappointing. The highlight was the "eat my zombie pussy!" line. That kinda sums it up. I think I'll write some reviews of those and put them on odium at some point.
That's about it I guess.
|Thursday, August 17th, 2006|
|Anal sex monster.
Distorria and I have arrived in Columbus. Thus far it's been pretty cool. Lots of unpacking boxes and shit. I have an interview for a cleaning job on Monday. Hopefully I can get it. The girl who runs it sounded nice on the phone and in our email transactions. Sounds like a pretty laid back thing. I'm meeting her at a starbucks.
I posted an ad on Craigslist because I wanted to get rid of some old broken guitars we have laying around, and got like 30 emails about them. Jesus. It'll take forever to pick someone, I had no idea that many fucking people would respond.
Other than that I haven't done much of anything but unpack shit and walk around a bit. Tomorrow Distorria and I shall go to Jobs and Family services so she can get her case changed to this county.
I'll probably post more later.
|Monday, August 14th, 2006|
|I just sent Henry Rollins an email.
Yes, I did. I asked him if he'd want to do an interview for Odium, and generally said he rules. The likelyhood of him responding is slim, but fuck it.
In other news, I just sent out interview questions to Aryan Kaganof
. That dude totally rocks, and I didn't think he'd respond to me either, so maybe Henry will. Even if he doesn't, I'll probably send him my book anyhow.
I'm revising one of my poetry collections. I may suck in my balls and release it via LULU, if only temporarily.
That's all I did today more or less. Tomorrow is our last day here. Fuckin' A.
|Friday, August 11th, 2006|
|blah blah blah
I'm at the library. I had to call some utility people today. I got the Gas and the new Phone bills in my name. It's odd to have bills in my name. This whole responsibility shit simultaniously freaks me out but makes me happy.
I've been reading a lot about Europe recently. I like reading about other countries. It's sad realizing how little I actually know. I just realized that Scandinavia is not a country, but an area of countries. I guess at least I'm bette rthan some since I have no problems admitting that I'm an idiot..
|Thursday, August 10th, 2006|
|Updates and shit
I just added some movie reviews to Drowning in Odium
. The movies reviewed include Tokyo Elegy, Butterfly Kiss, and SS Hell Camp. If you have not seen those first two flicks, do so. Hell Camp sucks though.... Some fresh band and fetish model interviews on there as well.
I added some reviews to Industrial.Org
the other day as well...
I liked Existenz.
We are going to be moving in like 6 days now, and I'm totally psyched.
I will go to sleep now, as I am way too tired.
Skullflower is good.
|Wednesday, August 9th, 2006|
|Another year closer to dying
Today is my birthday. I am now 20 years old. It's odd not to be a teenager. My Mom bought me a cell phone that I asked for. I brought back some angel food cake from Mom's for Distorria.
We had to kill our first Mac for fear of electrocution, which sucks. I'm gunna watch a Cronenberg flick with the girl. It's a flick called ExistenZ. I've been on a binge of his stuff recently. My faves thus far are the fly, which I've loved since I was a little kid, and Dead Ringers. I also really dig Videodrome too. All of his stuff I've seen is cool save for Spider, but those three are my faves. I'llprobably post some shit later.
|Sunday, August 6th, 2006|
|New short gore flick thing.
A few nights ago Distorria and I created a short flick that basically consists of me stabbing myself while nude in the bathtub. I was using a fake retactable knife, but I ended up cutting my chest anyhow, as I was pushing rather hard. It's about 1 minute long, and the file is rather small so even if you have dialup like me you can still watch it. Please be advised though that this does have a bit of cock, so minor types shouldn't looky.http://drowningodium.com/embryo.mov
Tell me what you think, if you think anything at all.
|Thursday, August 3rd, 2006|
|"FunHole" is out now on Roil Noise.
Yeah, this actually has been available for like a week now, but I just remembered to post the link here: CLICKY CLICKY
. This is totally free, so download your little anuses out, and if you dig it, PLEASE SHARE IT WITH SOMEONE!
If you don't dig noise/ experimental music you prolly won't dig this, but I'm sure you can all enjoy the arwork and description, or something. Feedback of any kind is of course appreciated.
|Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006|
|Cum Cum Yum Yum
Today Distorria and I went out to put down the deposit on the moving truck, which was $150. The total cost will be more than we expected, $300, but we'll get half of that back when we return the truck. When we were in the area we stopped by China Buffet. I fucking love that place. Sadly, it will be our last time eating there for awhile, maybe our last time ever, as we'll be moving in two weeks. It's not that long, but it seems like it's taking forever.
I fucking hate this apartment now. It's so gross. for some reason it's very moldy here. you cant set anything down without it growing mold. The keyboard and the speakers of our old mac even has mold on it!
It's disgusting. The majority of the mold is in the beedroom, and as a result, we've been sleeping in the living room the past few days. We need to wash our blankets soon, as they are rather nasty too, but not too bad.
As if the mold wasnt reason enough to move, there is some weird electrical problem. In the bedroom, where i usually recorded music, there was some type of electrical charge that went through our mixer and my guitar. It actually blew out two of our guitars. I needed to get a goo dleft handed guitar anyway. That's all I feel like posting for now, so I'll leave you with these words of wisom from my kid brother ricky:
"They had gay people back in 1995?"
Yes, the 11 year old kid really did say that.
|Thursday, July 27th, 2006|
I got fired from my job last week. It's not a big deal, since I was planning on getting a new job when we moved to Columbus anyway. I just wish I could of got some of the $140 that I would of got for my last assignment, but fuck it. I knew I wouldn't last long with her anyway. I've really wanted to break our of freelance shit in general. I'm just hoping I can handle a normal job.
As usual, I've been making a lot of noise. My web release on Roil Noise will be out soon. I'll post a link to it soonish when its out.
|Friday, July 21st, 2006|
KUMI MONSTER JUST POSTED THE REVIEW I DID OF THE LIVING THROUGH STEVE DIET GEODDE DVD ON HER BLOG!!!!
STEVE DIET GEODDE READ MY REVIEW!!!!! KUMI READ MY REVIEW!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!
Sorry for the all caps. This is just so fucking cool. Kumi is by far my favorite fetish model of all fucking time, and Steve is one of my fave photographers. this is so cool!!!!!
read it HERE
|Monday, July 17th, 2006|
I should be working right now, but I just can't. That's one of the problem with freelance work, you have the option to not do work. I can wait until the last minute and often times I really cant force myself to do otherwise. It sounds like bullshit, but I try and my mind just fucking breaks down. Whenever this happens I usually get rather depressed, as I am now. I can't fucking do anything. I dont think I can even write a poem or review or anything. I just feel like shit.
I'll pour myself some cereal and then try to force myself to write or some shit. or maybe I'll just crawl in bed with Distorria, though I'm not really tired.. Current Mood: depressed
|"Face it- Abortion Kills!!!"
The other day I was walking downtown and all these old Christians were waving around these American flags and abortion kills banners infront of Planned Parenthood. As I walked past them they looked at me like I was insane, and they all said, "Hello young man, God Bless". The cultlike atmosphere there was pretty thick and icky. I was rather suprised that they didnt shove a tract into my face.
The obvious image they're trying to send is that abortion is anti-American. Yeah, freedom of choice man, that's totally not what this country is supposed to be about. I fully accept and agknowldege their right to protest and all that jazz, but it sure does trigger my vomit button when I see them.
At the very least I would like to hear more anti-abortionists speak facts. Instead of babaling about fucking Jesus, why not say, "This is murder and I feel it is immorral." at least then I could look at the person without wanting to hurl. It's a difference of opinion. But when you get the bullshit "God says this is bad, so be a good little christian" stuff I really have no respect for them.
Also, why do all these folks seem to think that most abortions are performed on full grown babies? No legal abortions are preformed in this country that late into the pregnancy unless it's due to serious health risks. Normally the "baby" is like the size of a pea or so, maybe a bit bigger. If you ripped it out then it could not live. It isn't developed. Does it have the potential to grow and become living? yes, of course. But the image that most abortions are done of more or less full grown infants is just silly.
|Saturday, July 15th, 2006|
|Hair Cut, mofos!
I cut my hair the other day for some reason. It was down to by back, not its a couple inches at most. I had been growing the shit out for four years, but I wanted a change. Distorria's kinda bummed out about it and I am kind of, but I wanted to do it for awhile, so fuck it. I'll prolly grow it back eventually. anyway, here are two pics:Before After
Tell me what you think, if the power of Satan compells you to do so. and yes, I know the new cut is crooked as hell. I'll even that shit out eventually...